the best christmas present

it's been a tough few weeks. my grandfather passed away the day after thanksgiving and within the next twelve days and aunt passed and also my father in law after being in the hospital for almost three months. between rosaries, funeral preparation, work and taking care of the baby there was little time to actually grieve. if you happened to be stopped next to someone bawling in the car next to you at a traffic light in the past few weeks, chances are it was me.

the numbness is finally starting to subside and it's mostly because of my wonderul son. he's 23 months old and deserves a merry chrismas so we've been trying hard to make sure that the holidays have been cheerful for him. i guess we've been doing a good job because last night before bed, he looked at me and for the first time said, "mommy, i love you." and it was the best present ever.

may we all find peace, comfort and love during the holidays and in the coming year.

eternal rest grant unto them, o Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon them. may the souls of the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace. amen.